January 2011
2011: another 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days,...
fuck this.
she is gonna be gone all fucking night so i’m getting as drunk as i possibly can. i really have lost the urge to care. i am miserable and i have sit my ass at the house because i don’t have shit else to do and no where to go. this fucking sucks ass. she will be lucky if i’m conscious when she gets home.
this night sucks so far.
it would be nice.
to just cuddle with him while watching movies. we could eat junk food until we couldn’t breathe anymore. we would be wearing sweatpants and my hair would most definaitely be up. we would laugh and he would play around with me and i would love every minute of it. no sex necessary. it would just be me and him.
i’m still searching for my HIM </3
getting dressed.
i don’t know where the hell i’m going yet, but i will at least be dressed for it.
tastemythoughtss asked: lol it's a habit. doesn't sound right if i dont.
butttt yeah i need to find sky, and 4 loko and vodka it up tonight!
butttt yeah i need to find sky, and 4 loko and vodka it up tonight!
tastemythoughtss asked: lol it's a habit. doesn't sound right if i dont.
butttt yeah i need to find sky, and 4 loko and vodka it up tonight!
butttt yeah i need to find sky, and 4 loko and vodka it up tonight!
tastemythoughtss asked: we don't know if we still going.
I need to find me some motherfucking alcohol.
damn it! im not staying at hughey meadows cove tonight.
nope,sorry.
I need to find me some motherfucking alcohol.
damn it! im not staying at hughey meadows cove tonight.
nope,sorry.
tastemythoughtss asked: we don't know if we still going.
I need to find me some motherfucking alcohol.
damn it! im not staying at hughey meadows cove tonight.
nope,sorry.
I need to find me some motherfucking alcohol.
damn it! im not staying at hughey meadows cove tonight.
nope,sorry.
tastemythoughtss asked: the things he say just makes me wanna slap the white off his ass.
ughh, but jeah i dont even feel like getting ready anymore.
this RAIN did it! hmph >:/
ughh, but jeah i dont even feel like getting ready anymore.
this RAIN did it! hmph >:/
tastemythoughtss asked: the things he say just makes me wanna slap the white off his ass.
ughh, but jeah i dont even feel like getting ready anymore.
this RAIN did it! hmph >:/
ughh, but jeah i dont even feel like getting ready anymore.
this RAIN did it! hmph >:/
December 2010
why the fuck is it raining on new year's eve!
end-lesslove:
dude, im just like OH MY FUCK! lol my hair s gonna look like pure shit tonight. I really don’t even wanna go anymore, he pissed me the fuck off. I’d rather be with my princess, <3
it would help if yo ess told me what he did. and awww. mr. luhhh da kidz :)
why the fuck is it raining on new year's eve!
reblog if you're ending 2010 single.
xbemylilfreak:
sometimes
i find myself looking for a reason as to why i care. i search for a while then soon realize i don’t.
i like you, but i love her
ugh. no one should ever have to hear shit like this. especially when i never asked for it.
sometimes,
i get in that mood where i really just wanna get extremely drunk till i can’t walk straight. so drunk that i’m to the point that i’m laughing at stupid shit. tonight would have been a great night for that, but i don’t have anyone to do it with me. i need to start a search for a friend that i can party with.
Everyone deserves someone who will not only say...
Everyone deserves someone who will not only say...
new year, better me.
2010 has been full up many ups and even more downs. i lost people that meant a lot to me and gained ones i never thought could mean so much. i realized who would really be there for me then i realized who wouldn’t be. i came to notice that i am a very smart person, but i just never give myself the credit for it. i know that everyone always has those unrealistic new year’s goals, but...
2:30 am.
it’s 2:30 am and i am hungry as fuck!
i’m highly irritated and i really want some cheesecake right now.
i’m talking to him and he is trying to make me feel better, but i really am just ready to leave this place.
i'm not a quitter, but sometimes, i just get tired...
i hate when i have company that knows nothing of...
i have had to wait for her to eat, shower, and sleep. and use the bathroom. i hope she gotta do some extra stuff.
tastemythoughtss asked: dude, fuck zo.
i know thats who you talking bout.
if not, then no neck lmao
i know thats who you talking bout.
if not, then no neck lmao
tastemythoughtss asked: dude, fuck zo.
i know thats who you talking bout.
if not, then no neck lmao
i know thats who you talking bout.
if not, then no neck lmao
it always happens to me.
as soon as i even think about being involved with another guy, YOU come back wanting a reason or you find a sneaky ass way to talk to me. you got someone new, so why can’t i? well, sorry to say, but i am perfectly happy without you being around and if the new guy wants to go anywhere with me further than where we are, i will not object. he treats me 10x better than you ever have anyways.
SCHOOL'S NEXT WEEK, and THEN I HAVE TO SEE:
felloutoforbit:
MY FRIENDS:
BITCHES WHO THINK THEY ARE LOVED BY ALL:
TEACHERS:
PEOPLE IN THE HALLWAYS WHO LIKE TO BLOCK THE FLOW:
BITCH(es):
HOMEWORK:
So when I come to school:
Can’t wait….
The truth is people are always going to stay in...
you can't limit yourself from talking to people...
feels good to just be held.
i haven’t just been held by a guy in a while. i mean, yeah, i have gotten a hug here and there, but this one particular guy and his hug really hit the spot. his arms just took me to a world beyond belief. he smelled amazing and he wasn’t even groping my ass like the previous guys have. that alone led me to believe me and him may go somewhere. i think i’m in strong like with him,...